Troubled?

I can both feel happy maybe? But sad. Disappointed. This journey hasn't brought me anywhere... At least not yet... Love or Infatuation has taught me alot... Love is something that won't happen overnight... So stop dreaming the impossible... Too much concern has been put on dance, bboy, jrwockeez or... Maybe even love?? I'm sorry for myself... I just found out a few days ago that... I have the worst results in the secondary one level... I'm devastated... Confused... Once again... I feel like dying now... But I just want to be saved...