Worried:(

My results suck & I really don't know where to start for revision..

Life update (2)

Hi guys!! Once again, another life update. MYE over.. And I got my result already.. Was SO DISAPPOINTING.. :/ class position was : 38/40..
I'm still pursuing my bboy carrier... But I loving band more that bboy.. SURPRISINGLY.
At the start, I didn't noe y I joined band. But now, I've seen it. My goals are fixed in this journey... My journey with YTWO(Yishun Town Wind Orchestra) :')
I'm gonna step up, be the drum major of the band, with the help of my friend, Bing Yao. Which I didn't really like at first. It's a good thing that I realized that the seniors are the reason why I joined YTWO.. And I don't seem to regret joining them. I love them. Because they make a difference in my life. Good or Bad. I just grateful to have them. <3

B-Boy Carrier

I've always wanted to be a bboy since a kid. All those move you can come out with on the dance floor, simply remarkable. To me, dance is about creativity, determination and expressing ones feelings. For once, when jrwockeez was created, I had hope in becoming a bboy. Unfortunately, there is no more jrwockeez. Looking at other Bboys and even Bgirls doing better than me, I really envy them. Can I move on to fulfill my dreams to become a professional bboy and start up mighty crew??

The Best?

MYE results are out... I didn't do so well as expected... But I feel that I've tried very hard... But is it my best?? I'm not so sure either... But at least I've changed... I don't use my phone so often, I try my best to stay focus in class, and complete my work on time... But my parents just can't see it... They don't see the change.... Like... AT ALL... I've gotta prove them wrong... But... Can I?

Life Update.

I've changed a lot... And so have the people around me... I no longer have anger management problems... Which is a good thing... But my results have dropped... My conduct grade has definitely improved but for academic, it's shooting down like a meteoroid... I'm really working hard to pull my academic results up... Lets hope I succeed.. ;)
For my love/like life, I still have a crush on Stace... But I'm not sure if I love or like her?? Other than that, I'm doing fine... :) Or am I?
Life is unpredictable. So, who knows what will be in my life update??
Bye now.
Joel,
Signing off on the 965 bus, on the way to school...

Life.

I feel troubled now... I did very badly for higher chinese by getting an F9... I going to drop HMT... But how do I break it to my parents...?? Life is indeed a journey. We travel in it and learn many new things. I would really say that I've learnt many lessons, gone through many joy and sorrow and have learnt to be a better person... But how long will that last?

Mini Groovers?

Not long ago, I found this Singapore dance crew. Although not famous, but they are a crew of bonded kids around my age, being serious about dancing... I envy them so much now that I'm out of jrwockeez... Wish I can join them and be an awesome and skilled bboy... But is it even possible?? >~<

What is Love?

To me, love is caring. It is so strong that sacrifices could be made... But if u haven't been through anything that requires sacrificing and we just think that we love, how do we truly know that we're loving?? We often fancy others... Saying we like them... And other stuffs... Some succeed, some fail... But people fail to define the meaning of Love... Today, I shall ask... What is Love?

Looking for a new "job"...

I'm out of b-boy carrier.. ZH is trying to get me into bike stunts... But I guess... U can't forget dreams u pursued with them. The initial and first crew, forever mighty, jrwockeez.

Back on that island?

I wouldn't say that we're close... But at least close enough... There it is... A helicopter... I could take me off the island. I ran as fast as I could... Screamed as loud as I could... It seemed to have spotted me... My heart warmed as it flew towards me... That close... And it just... Crashed... There goes my hope. My final hope to live. I was so close, but far at the same time... Back to the same topic.. Is it love..? Or infatuation? So close but yet so far... There are many answers in life for u to find out... But like I always say... There are truths that we might never want to find out. Cause they're just gonna hurt. Like an arrow piercing your heart. "A journey of a thousand miles, begins with a single step." I've taken that single step. But it's almost impossible to move on. To continue my journey which I'm not sure if I'll come to an end... And I'm not even sure if I want to reach my peak... Not even knowing if the peak is going to kill... Or save me... What's on the peak exactly...? Is it worth climbing and moving on for??

Dreams (2)??

I dunno how many times I've been writing about this... But I think it's the second time... First of all, I would like to say again that I've "retired" from bboying... It's a big loss... But I'm sure I've learnt and had fun... So here's the fixed goal that's still fixed: I will be putting in all my effort into YTWO and my studies, study hard, get good results and be a lawyer. I would then open a cafe, name "The Coffee House". I would also want to learn to be a barista and hire a trusted friend to help me out when I'm back at the law firm. Students with acceptable results and are looking for a part time job can come to my cafe to work as waiters after school and during the holidays. I will also apply to learn martial arts and boxing. This is my dream. My goal. And I'm going to work towards it. Let's hope this works out... ^^

I'm really out.

It's been 2 weeks since I'm out if jrwockeez... I'm speechless... Guess I'll just have to wait and see...

The Truth.

I shall be frank with u... I used to have anger management problems... Even worse that what I did this morning... I nvr tried erupting it this sku... But... I tink this is the first time I rage here?? I've lost many friends in my primary school... And I wasn't a good feeling.... I just want to start afresh... In a new school.... I'm sorry for being bossy... But I just wanted Jr. WockeeZ to be the best... Just us, dancing together... As one... Now I'm missing all of you.... Alot... T^T

What am I supposed to do??

I'm like the only one concerned about jrwockeez performance and practices... I know I will get through this... But just not now... I'm trying to get them together for trainings... But they have a whole lot of excuses.... We just have another 4 more months.... And it's like they don't even are... I'm on my own now... What am I supposed to do??

Lost

I might be changing schools... I can't bear to leave some of my friends... But I want a new life... Where I would start afresh... I'm like hopeless... Well, someday I'll stand tall again.. But not at these moment... I want a new life... But I can't bear to leave... I wish I was never here... Or maybe... I was just a little innocent kid...? I'm lost... On a stranded island... Running in the dark forest... From truths... Truths that I never wanted to face... Truths that are too... I just can't face it... I'm sorry for myself... Sorry to everyone who had hope in me.... I'm sorry...

Troubled?

I can both feel happy maybe? But sad. Disappointed. This journey hasn't brought me anywhere... At least not yet... Love or Infatuation has taught me alot... Love is something that won't happen overnight... So stop dreaming the impossible... Too much concern has been put on dance, bboy, jrwockeez or... Maybe even love?? I'm sorry for myself... I just found out a few days ago that... I have the worst results in the secondary one level... I'm devastated... Confused... Once again... I feel like dying now... But I just want to be saved...

Slapped Damian

Shit. Going to get scolded by my teacher, ms tham tomorrow bcoZ I slapped my classmate, Damian... :/

In Love. Again. Or is it... Infatuation?

New school new life. Everything has changed. I have new friends. Awesome ones and douchebags.... Our crew has brought us to another level... But... I'm in love with the crew leader Stacey... Her character is awesome.... Her looks... Ok ok... But... She likes another guy... Darren.. I didn't like him at first... But I realized that he's a good guy... She has another suitor, Zachary... He's not a good guy... I have to prevent them from getting together... B DIVISION, has got together.. All the breakdance frm our class, we get togther, as a family... I'm disappointed... Life has changed. Can I cope? Or can I live on in joy?

Jr. Wockeez

Jr. Wockeez has totally changed my life. It's a dream come through. I couldn't find something meaningful to do and accomplish. Now, it's like a whole new world. It's dance, dance and dance. It's simply fun. Love. Friends. Many up coming performances!!! Gtg now!!! Will be updating my blog soooooooon!!! Btw, our crew name is now officially finalized to Jr. Wockeez and we have the whole crew patched up. Stacey, crew leader, me, Vimal, Devinya, Darren, Ding Ang, Sirivanth and Syafiqah. I'm proud to have them. Thanks guys for evrything!! Love u all!!

I'm OUT... T_T

It's another School day and im out of C.R.E.W... What's wrong? Or... Maybe I'm back!!!

I'm 13!!

Haven't been writing for a long time.. I got into Yishun Town Secondary School!! And... I've joined a break dance crew!!! Wish come true!!